One of the first things people notice about me is that I’m a bundle of contradictions.
At this age, with my diverse background it is impossible for me not to be.
The youthful human soul is dynamic; it is constantly searching for truth.
This is especially true in the quest for sexual understanding.
Many times the truth revealed by the body and the spirit are contradicting; sending the soul into deep confusion.
This is why I eschew labels.
I am unqualified to cast judgement; I can only deliver my present thought.
I am a woman, my sexual desires, though different, are just as potent as any man.
It is a lie that women can control their sexual urges better than men.
However, female sexuality and feminity in general as appraised by present society puts women in a position such that they have a lot more to lose if they follow through on every urge or fancy.
Part 3 will follow shortly.